Named & Shamed

2025, Matter Gallery

The Valproate Scandal in New Zealand involves the long-term, systemic failure of the state to adequately inform women of childbearing age about the severe risks of taking the medication sodium valproate during pregnancy. The failure led to thousands of babies being exposed to the drug in utero, resulting in Fetal Valproate Spectrum Disorder (FVSD).  This includes serious birth defects; about 10% of exposed children are born with physical malformations such as spina bifida, cleft palate, and heart or limb defects. The neurodevelopmental problems affect 40% of children exposed and include autism, ADHD, developmental delays, lower IQ, and poor speech. It is estimated that 1,200 people have been affected by FVSD in New Zealand since it was licensed; however, many remain undiagnosed due to people not knowing about the condition or the cause. 

Sodium valproate, sold under the brand name Epilim, is an effective medication for treating epilepsy and bipolar disorder. However, those in the  Government, Ministry of Health were aware that anti-convulsant medication could cause birth defects and they knew that sodium valproate was also teratogenic to foetuses as early as the 1970s and yet failed to act to prevent harm. This negligence has an impact to individuals and whanau that they could not comprehend. Their denial of evidence and failure to act to ensure women were advised fully of the risks, denied the right to give informed consent and needlessly harmed babies. There are 5 known deaths that the state is responsible for.

While the Accident Compensation Corporation  (ACC) has accepted treatment injury claims for some affected individuals (57 as of April 2025), including my son, and provides compensation and support services, they are a difficult and frustrating department to work with and case managers and team leaders are ignorant having little to no comprehension of the condition or the effort that goes into trying to nurture and grow a semblance of independence and ensure the wellbeing of those with FVSD. It is an ongoing and hard fight for support. While there is gratitude for what ACC provide they need to do better than what they do and stop the violations and discrimination.

ACC is a law unto itself and adopts a “policy” that flagrantly disregards Human Rights laws and discriminates against the affected individuals and family carers, which only rubs salt in the wound after rights have already been violated. The workers adopt the values and ethos, and violate your rights and expect you to shut up and take it. The audacity! It is a disgusting way of operating which the governments allow, as ACC is their second largest source of income behind the IRD. 

Along the timeline in the gallery are examples of lists of research and studies on the effects of sodium valproate exposure, key communications and alerts to government agencies and regulators, and images of those who held key positions in the government and failed to act to facilitate change to protect babies. Much of the work in the exhibition is a response to dealing with ACC and how it compounds on the harm to my son, the trauma around that and the continual violations of rights and being treated as lesser. 

This is Jack, 2022

Ink and pencil on paper

This young man is not a client number, any number, he is a human being. How can anyone live with themselves for being part of the negligence that caused harm to this beautiful innocent soul and all those others affected as they grew. He is my baby and I will fight for him, advocate for him, protect him from further harm until my dying breath. 

When a baby dies

Decollaged book pages

A fragile decollage from the pages of a book titled “When a baby dies” about processing the grief and the loss associated with losing a child. How do you grieve for the unharmed baby that should’ve been? For all that was taken from your child?  For all he might of been? For all that lost potential. He doesn’t know what’s lost to him but has to struggle to fit into a world that is not designed for him

Even though the burden guilt should not be mine, but belong to the faces on the walls and those in those who should have done more, how can I process the guilt for the harm to my baby I nurtured in my womb How can I explain the shame I feel for sometimes grieving the loss of my own “might have been” when I love so whole heartedly the young man I care for everyday.

The great government and ACC fuckover

Those little pricks who hold positions of authority in government and crown entities and their pet power-tripping project to fuck over and undermine the rights and well-being of those who are disabled and disadvantaged for their own advancement and/or to meet financial KPI’s.

“The state files”

Rights - they look good on paper but are an illusion. With an absolute disregard for rights, ACC make their own rules because they are enabled and allowed by others with power.  If the State are Epstein who allow and facilitate the abuse, then Accident Compensation Corporation are Trump, who deny their abuse, pretend they are not doing anything wrong and pay oodles of money to ensure they are not held accountable and that their victims are kept silent.

Will no evil

I wish you could understand. I wish the perpetrators and the enablers could experience the repercussions of the harm.  The only way you could understand is if your child was harmed like mine, I wouldn’t will that harm on your child. I want to fix it, not to be the one who perpetuates the problem or is the enabler.

Three poppets; the first doll, with no distinct features so as not to target anyone, has a wound on its head with pins that represent the sodium valproate pills that damage the brain reflect a desire for the negligent perpetrators and enablers to feel and understand the dire consequences of the harm. The second doll is a portrayal of emotions felt, again a will for those who are responsible to feel the repercussions of their actions. The third doll, with facial features and a sewn-up wound, signifies the desire to fix the harm and quash the enablers of harmful practices and policy.

Rage; a scarlet gown handed down

This installation is a statement on the silent and profound rage that fuels the ongoing fight for women’s rights. Conveying a theme of patriarchal control and disregard for women’s rights, this work is inspired by the lyrics of ‘Rage’ by Samantha Margaret. It reflects the suppressed anger and resilience of women who have been marginalised and oppressed, and signifies the enduring struggle against patriarchal norms and social injustice. The title expresses the inherited and collective anger of women throughout history. 

Violated and Bound

Patriarchy bootlickers pt 1

Your betrayal…do you really think you deserve to have a vulva? Those women in political arenas and crown entities who break the code and will sacrifice the rights of women, cause harm, for their own gain.

Patriarchy Bootlickers Pt 2 - Govt Pick me Girls

A response to those bootlicker women working within the political arena and for crown entities who seek validation and advancement by violating human rights,  disregarding women’s rights, allowing discrimination, and upholding, tolerating and agreeing with misogynistic and patriarchal viewpoints, legislation and policy and betray their own.

Dear Team Leader

Dear Team Leader, 

Does it make you hard to assign a woman to earn less than you for 4x the amount of hours and 100x more complexity? Do you and your review team enjoy minimising the work done by carers? Does it make you feel powerful? Like a ‘real’ man? How do you feel when you meet your financial objectives at the expense of my rights and all those whose rights you violate? Do you feel good when you get your pay that compensates you for all the hours you do when you refuse to compensate people like me for all the hours I do in my profession as a carer? Do you have a conscience? Do you even try to do the right thing? I honestly can’t imagine it.

Stress willy

What can I say, the symbolic act of nailing the willy to the wall, deflating the phallus, is indeed stress relief.